Reminisce The Cringe Later

18/6/17 05:42 You notice the way he looks at you, a little interested, a little expectant. Don't acknowledge it, then it's not complicated. That's how it should be, yet you can't help but like the attention. It's suspended, not yet set in stone, somewhat shallow, somewhat free. When it threatens to fade, you feed it a little, just a little to make it stay. Keep silent when you should speak, remain still when you're supposed to act. It's wrong, you feel bad, but you feel good. 05:55

18/5/24 21:36 Today something unexpected happened. I like to anticipate events, expect situations and predict endgames. Things that I don't expect make me happy. Today something unexpected happened. 21:39

18/5/10 07:52 There are many things I want in life, but there is so little that I'm willing to give or to sacrifice. The general election... hmm. 07:56

18/4/29 11:55 I never wished to unsee things. When I don't believe, truths are never hard to face. But, that doesn't mean I don't hurt. I understand the situation, I comply. I'm not pained, I'm not the one feeling threatened. The situation reminds me of the reasons why I don't believe. Or rather, those reasons happen because I didn't believe? But, just maybe, I've simply misinterpreted the whole situation. 18/4/30 00:10

18/4/12 16:41 It feels like I post whenever I have to study, but don't feel like it. In other words, procrastinate. I remember watching Magi, their Djinns looked cool. I was playing Kingdom Hearts when I had the urge to draw this. I was in Agrabah, and the Genie sort of inspired me. It's something about the blue skin. Drawn on my phone. 16:45

18/4/1 21:54 Poem: Things, Secrets and Moments Things you put out in the open, Secrets you always share, Moments you keep announcing, Because you don't really care. Things you keep hidden, Secrets you don't say, Moments you cherish, The true ones that make your day. Things you rarely show, Secrets you seldom tell, Moments that are warm, Compelling you to spell. Things you tuck away, Secrets you don't speak of, Moments that are sad, And you'd rather not think of. 22:07

18/3/30 01:22 E as in Experience I'm suddenly reminded of something that happened back when I was 9 and 10 or 11. I played Maplestory, and I liked picking fights, keyboard warrior to the max. I was 9 and I had a cleric at lvl 30. Back then, cashy characters weren't that common, so at that time it was still considered a 'very cool' thing. My character had that pretty rose hair so I was respected everywhere I went, especially since I was still at... Maple Island(? forgot what it's called) the place before Orbis. One time at Kerning PQ, being lvl 30, I lead a team. There was this noob mage at lvl 21 that wouldn't do anything during the crocs, the mobs and the king slime. Basically, he wasn't helping. He said he his damage is shit and rather not waste MP pots (back when you actually had to buy them) and risk dying. So I kept calling him a coward, very reflective of my age. My party members were teaming with me to bash the lvl 21 mage, since I was 2nd job ...